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i've been hit.
Slapped, punched, kicked, whipped, flogged, caned, paddled, and spanked.
i want to be broken.
Obliterated.
Shattered.
Erased.
i need more.

i've been fucked.
Screwed, sexed, and made love to.
i want to be owned.
Taken.
Hard.
Quietly.
As if it is an undeniable force of nature.
It's own kind of gravity.
i need more.

i've been optional.
A comfort, a plaything, a distraction, a sometimes girl, and a temporary place holder.
i want to be required.
Essential.
Necessary.
i need to belong.
i need to find my home.
i need more.