Scandal

The way You make me feel is scandalous.
It doesn't fit into the way my life is being built.
i am working so hard to be independent.
i try so hard not to need anyone.
It's an uphill struggle all the way.

If i have learned anything it is to never, ever want anyone more than they want me.

You make me need.
Instantly.
In ways that burn through me and drip down my thighs and ache in my belly.
In ways i don't want to need anymore.
In ways that are so true to myself they terrify me because i know i can never have them.
i can never be as i'm meant to be. 
i don't have that luxury.

And so the way You make me feel, exactly true to myself, exactly in my place...pussy dripping, mouth eager, aching to please...is scandalous. 

A moment stolen from life, which could never see me the way i see myself.